Lord knows i was not ready for you to go. it pains me to even see your name on the cemetary page. i know you prepared us all. but you can never be to prepared. but you did promise me you would fight until you were tired and you did just that. im a try my best to keep pushing and do all i can do to make you proud. i will continue to watch the videos i made on christmas and and New year just so i can hear your voice and enjoy some laughs as the tears roll down my face. i love you and miss you. a part of my heart now remains in allegheny cemetary. 

Happy Birthday dad... we miss you so much here on earth... we came to visit you today and even left you balloons and decorated a little bit. we all came just as we would have if you were at the house. . of course we set a time and was late lol. julian came and got some rocks and sticks.Keep watching over us.Love you this huts so bad but i know you would want us to still smile.